June 5th: Beha’alotecha
THIS WEEK IN THE TORAH
Rabbi David E. Ostrich
This week’s Torah portion tells us about the “cloud” of God’s Presence that covered the Mishkan and led our people through the wilderness. How wonderful would it be to know and see that God is with us?! But alas, this kind of miracle is not part of our modern lives. Is there a way for us to feel God’s Presence? Is there a way for us to know God?
As a starting text, let us consider this prayer from the Rosh Hashanah morning service:
“Today is the birthday of the world! On this day, all the world’s creatures stand before You in judgment, some as children, some as servants. If You look upon us as children, then pity us as a parent pities beloved children. If You look upon us as servants, then we hope for Your graciousness when You judge us, revered and holy God.”
Though the main theme is repentance and forgiveness, I am drawn to the two metaphors and their conditional phrasing: If You look upon us as children…If You look upon us as servants…” Metaphors are generally used to make something hard-to-explain explainable—and, if one metaphor works in its own limited way, then perhaps other metaphors can work in their own limited ways. Our prayer books are full of metaphors:
“We are Your people, You are our Ruler. We are Your children, You are our Parent.
We are Your possession, You are our Portion. We are Your flock, You are our Shepherd.
We are Your vineyard, You are our Keeper. We are Your beloved, You are our Friend.”
Each speaks of a different aspect of our relationship with God—and thus does each also recast the nature and role of God. But given that God is greater than all of our metaphors, it would be a shame to rely too confidently on any of these descriptions and limit God with a limited view. The reality of God—the totality of God—is far beyond us. We are approaching and attempting to describe something ineffable.
Ineffable means indescribable—something beyond our ability to understand and verbalize, and it is an important word to remember in thinking about God. It is a lot like the word Infinite, another word applied to God. Both mean that God is beyond our ability to understand and define. I believe that we can know something of God, but whatever we know is inevitably and woefully miniscule when compared to the infinite expansiveness of the Eternal One.
Yet, when you ask people to define the word “God,” nine out of ten will come up with a very specific definition—one that is not in any way expansive or aware of infinity. Most will describe something along the lines of a “big guy in the sky,” and thus do we have a theological impediment. When this is someone’s understanding of God, and that person decides that such an entity “does not exist,” then the person often declares him/herself to be an Atheist or an Agnostic. And yet, ironically, such an Atheist or Agnostic can describe in great detail the God in which he/she does not believe.
Though the generally-understood definition of an Atheist is someone who does not believe in God—with an Agnostic being someone who is not sure, the philosophical definition is a bit more specific. The term A-Theist means that someone does not believe in Theistic Absolutism, a specific definition of God. Theistic Absolutism says that God is an omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent, and omnibenevolent entity Who is conscious and Who takes an interest in human and earthly affairs, occasionally breaking into the natural order to perform miracles—the purpose of which is to reward good/obedience and to punish evil/disobedience. This is the God whom A-theists do not believe exists, but is this definition of God the only one possible?
Over the centuries, a number of philosophers and religious thinkers have sort of agreed with the Atheists—agreeing that Theistic Absolutism does not make sense. However, rather than rejecting God, they sought ways to understand the phenomenon of God more accurately. Is there perhaps another way to explain or understand the Great Presence many of us sense? This is the point of William James, a 19th Century philosopher and psychologist, who defines Religion as the human response to an undifferentiated sense of reality—an undefinable, non-empirical feeling of a Great Presence, a presence he called “The More.”
My belief is that those who are religious feel this Presence and seek to approach it, to understand it, and to live in a conscious relationship with it. To me, all the religious responses—the stories, laws, rites, and customs of all religions (including Judaism!)—spring from this desire to draw close to the Presence and incorporate its utter appeal into our thinking and our lives.
Next week, we shall look at some of these different understandings of God—and how they offer better and more believable ways to describe the Presence many of us sense.
In the meantime, here is a tentative answer to our opening question: If one does not think that Theistic Absolutism accurately describes God, but that perhaps there may be better ways to describe this Presence we feel, then such a person could be both an A-theist and believe in God.
The possibilities are both interesting and inspiring.
